Masks

Do u wear masks to work, meet friends or even in front of your family? Well i guess everyone have their own mask that they always put on just so that they wont leak out their inner self. I too also have that mask, sometimes really hate to wear that piece of crap. Then again feels insecure without that mask on. It sucks to be in a world that what would people think of you, so a mask is a thing that covers your face from the harmful UV(unfriendly views) rays of the world. Hahahaha wat the crap am i writing.

Started the day with a crappy mood, played soccer but didnt enjoyed it. Dont feel that the sport is fun anymore.....maybe it's time to move onto another stuff that i can find joy in. Or maybe it's my mood swing today. Felt crappy on the way to church for alpha follow up, had to force myself to paste that smile on that face. Anyway it's not my way that i would show my a shitty face to other people there by spoiling their mood. So kept that feeling swallowed up in my stomach, it feels shitty. Anyway my religion is not like MLM and am not a saleman and i dont earn a single cent and dont miss interpret my word.

14 more days to ORD!!!